I once had blog site but didn't really use it. As I enter into a new phase in my life in the way i think, It would be good for me to express some thoughts of mine a little at a time and perhaps when i am deviating from my tue purpose in life, i can look back at some of mine past blog posting and remind myself of what i had realized earlier and stay true to the path of life carve out for me.
What had i learn today?
Today i learned not to worry too much about all the worries that once overwhelm my mind. Indeed in the past few weeks or even months i had been worrying over the same problems again and again. And then i grew tired of my worries as the day goes back. The thing about worries in life is that they possess an amazing channel to draw all your energy into entertaining them, and every time you want to break free from the shackles of worries, they bind you even stronger. i come to realize that the only way to stop worrying is to know the very subject matter of your worries. Knowing is know good enough, having the strength and conviction to get out of them is essential as well. The experience of being overwhelmed by worries has also very well taught me how one particular person in my life who is constantly filled with anxiety felt and i guess i learn how to be more empathetic towards the person. Although i am gradually recovering from the bout of the worrisome in my life, i pray to God that he will continue to deliver me away from all these things. I am also thankful that these phase of my life is fading away and i am finally prepared to move forward from the incessant feeling of being worried in my life.
As i am typing this blog, i have a renewed sense of commitment towards God and towards life. From now onwards, i strive to give my best and to fulfill my fullest potential. But in my path towards fulfilling my potential, i pray to the good Lord our God that i will not be addicted towards success but rather to be ready to let go of what i had achieved so far for the furtherance of God's kingdom and his glory. may i strive to do the right thing at the right time for the right purpose. May fulfillment in life deepens my faithfulness in God and continue to provide experiences of encountering with God's divine intervention in my life. May i not do anything fr vain conceit or to enlarge my ego but rather to live up to the purpose destined for me in life.
As i end my post for today, one thing i seek and i ask humbly:
Grant me not wealth nor poverty,
Grant me not happiness nor sadness
Grant me not comfort nor suffering
But grant me inner peace that stems from the obedience towards God
Should I be inflicted by sufferings of life,let me be reminded of God and and his greatness and how weak i am
Should I be granted comfort, let me not lose sight of the true essence of living,
Should i not achieve my dreams, grant me the serenity to accept the fact that something else is installed for me in life which i failed to see and neither disappointment nor sadness should overwhelm me so long as i had done my best and live my life faithfully in God's eyes
And Should I achieve my dreams, let me be grateful for the opportunity given and may the sense of fulfillment drive me to help others achieving their dreams in my life
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